she wore skirts and patent leather shoes and sat shy in front, in calculus class. and she blushed pink and tilted head sideways and he needed to know her, this woman named Yvonne and so he did. he knew her slowly, biking miles on country road to bring her flowers and God in a soil-thumbed Bible and kissing sweet under shooting-star-sky.
today he bows low to massage her feet with lotion, kisses her quiet as she hums off-key and touches hand beneath afghan as they watch British comedy.
she's had it for seven years, this tumor. mum who schooled us at kitchen table, who broke back baking bread, hanging laundry-line and being wife of pastor. mum whose hands are still worn and smell of Jergen's. but who sometimes forgets what day it is, or how to walk.
but the tumor is shrinking and she is rising, up, out of bed and into a new dawn of day and she is learning, how to walk, how to bake, how to clean, and she is hanging laundry on line and singing in key and blushing pink when Dad kisses her.
i watch them dance to the lull of love's song and i think, now is the time. and i turn in the shadows--them distracted by a shooting star--and i slip out the back door into my husband's world while my parents continue to lean and laugh and learn from the other.
he makes everything beautiful in his time...
mum, he's made you breath-taking.
(please note, this decision to move has not been easy. trent's father has been injured for the past seven years, so trent's heart has been torn, wanting to help him on the farm... please pray for my sweet parents. i ache.
this is the last post i'll be writing for awhile; i'll be on the road until we settle down in alberta... driving with babe and husband and life-belongings shoved precariously into trailer-back... veggie oil fumes behind us... will write as camping and wireless allow)
26 comments:
Oh Emily, your words brought tears. I pray my children will speak so lovingly of me. Godspeed on your long journey in the veggie oil car filled with precious cargo.
Beautifully written! Enjoy your journey west with your family as you start a new adventure. We will miss you. We wish you God's blessings.
Praying for you guys as you travel Em, I can't wait to hear about what God does in you and through you in Alberta, your new community is going to be blessed :)
I pray you have safe travels! This was beautifully written and the pictures are so sweet. Oh, and thank you for leaving me a comment, Boston was wonderful. Praying for you and your parents =]
praying for your mama...
Your words bless me so much. I will be praying for you guys, I know God is taking you where you need to go, my spirit led friend.
I love that verse, it's one of my FAVORITES! It's a cling to verse.
HUGS!
J
God will bless you both in your new lives out west, He has great plans for you and He will continue to work out His purpose in your mother life. As long as we search for God's will in our lives, He promises to be with us and bless us. We will miss you here though, but we pray that you will love your new home just as much. P.S. Don't forget us :)
Em, you have me tearing up here over your post. What a beautiful tribute to your Mom and Dad. Slow Dance .. how lovely! And endearing. Your Dad even took his glasses off to kiss her. ;o)
Praying for safety and joy in your journey, as you get closer in miles to us, and always close in our hearts no matter where you are. God bless you and keep you surrounded ever in His care as you are on the road with your precious cargo of three, belongings, and followed by McDonald's fumes. ;o) Love you!
A beautiful portrait of your dear parents, Emily.
Godspeed on your journey. I look forward to hearing from you again when you are settled.
Emily, I will pray for you and your loved ones as God writes a new chapter for you all. He goes before you and behind you. He hems you in. (Ps 139:5)
Praying for you as you travel and start somewhere new. Praying that your mother's tumor continues to shrink.
Em,
Praying as you begin this new adventure.
Love you,
Mel
What a love story. They look like they really, really love each other so deeply - in good and bad times. I'm deeply moved and will pray for them
She is lovely Em - just lovely. And your Dad - such love. I know how your heart aches. The Father will carry you all in His very capable, loving hands.
Wow that was beautiful. Just stopped by from JoAnn's blog. Noticed your dutch last name and wanted to check you out. My two year old son was just diagnosed with cancer behind his eye...it was all taken out, but this chemo is a hard road. God bless you and your family.
em, i'll be praying for your journey to alberta. i know everything will work out just fine because God is with you, trent and aiden. i know you're going to have a great time on the farm. :) and when you see sarah, please hug her tight for me.
You go, but you leave them with Him.
In Him is safety.
amy in peru.
Beautiful. The best thing I've read all day. Something rises in me, and I pray hard to love like that.
this is crushingly beautiful. how blessed she is to be loved like that by him and by you. wishing you peace, and a safe journey.
emily . you touched my heart with this post of honor and love . blessings as you move ..life is such an adventure..pull up a chair again when you settle ~
Emily, lovely wishes to you on your journey! Journeys always provide time for spiritual contemplation and awakening, as I'm sure you know :).
Peace and healing to your mother ... she sounds like a wonderful woman, as does your father.
You are a strong woman, Emily. Thank you for all of your words and I look forward to seeing more of them sometime in the future.
What a beautiful post, Emily. Truly moving.
Many blessings to you on your journey to your new home. I know what it is to pack up and move far, far away from those you love. My only advice: video Skype! :-) God has many blessings in store!
I really, really love your blog.
My heart is full of tears and love and smiles.
You beautiful mum and dad.
And the words that embrace them so tenderly,
God Bless Emily :)
Sending love and blessings on the journey.
Been traveling, too, and just got the chance to read this. Praise God for shrinking your mom's tumor and allowing her to sing on key. Blessings to you along the way.
just joining your journey... wishing you deep love and healing and expansion and connection as you travel.
many, many blessings,
Stacy
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